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name:: rashidi garcia.
age:: 15 years young.
school:: msu-shs.
bday:: 26th july 1990
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o+ Wednesday, March 29, 2006 +o
As I mentioned in my previous entries, I'm the colours commander in our senior's commencement exercises. And in the past few days, I've been wanting to tell the teachers to include me in the deliberation for the honor students because I have a feeling that I belong to the honor roll. But I didn't have the courage for I was afraid of being called mafeeling when I told them, they computed, and found out that I really am not an honor.
Then suddenly, earlier this morning when I went back to school, some of my classmates are congratulating me. To my surprise, my bestfriend totaled my average and found out that I was supposed to be recognized in the past recognition and commencement exercises. But now it's too late. The recognition day's over. No one's to be blamed.
I shouldn't be because I'm not that FC to the teachers to tell them to include me in the deliberation. Neither the teachers are to be blamed for they might think that I'm just one of theaverage, well I am, because of not concentrating well on my studies. But suddenly, I came to the point of my life when I realized to take the straight path. The time when I realized that I should study hard for a better future. To have a chance to get a good UPG, to be specific. The time when I came to realize that what I am today will be me tommorrow. I just regret myself not realizing it earlier. Now it's just too late.. :(
Not receiving my medal is not the problem for me. It's just that I wan't to make my parents proud. I wan't them to go up stage and hang my medal. But it's too late.... :((
I think this is just a lesson that I have to learn. The lesson, it's just for me to know and for you to find out. I don't want to sound mafeeling. Well this lesson is so far the best one. This is the first one that I am accepting whole heartedly.
I still have another chance to make my parents proud anyways. And the medal? It's not worth dying for. It's just a thing.
It is not the medal nor the certificate that is important;
It is the wisdom you earned that matters.
Then suddenly, earlier this morning when I went back to school, some of my classmates are congratulating me. To my surprise, my bestfriend totaled my average and found out that I was supposed to be recognized in the past recognition and commencement exercises. But now it's too late. The recognition day's over. No one's to be blamed.
I shouldn't be because I'm not that FC to the teachers to tell them to include me in the deliberation. Neither the teachers are to be blamed for they might think that I'm just one of the
Not receiving my medal is not the problem for me. It's just that I wan't to make my parents proud. I wan't them to go up stage and hang my medal. But it's too late.... :((
I think this is just a lesson that I have to learn. The lesson, it's just for me to know and for you to find out. I don't want to sound mafeeling. Well this lesson is so far the best one. This is the first one that I am accepting whole heartedly.
I still have another chance to make my parents proud anyways. And the medal? It's not worth dying for. It's just a thing.
It is not the medal nor the certificate that is important;
It is the wisdom you earned that matters.
o+ Friday, March 17, 2006 +o
Our Mock TV Show. Success????
Wow! What a week! We had slept for at least an hour or three since Sunday night for our Mock TV Show. Ugghh! Last Wednesday night, we slept over Dianne's house for practice. I drank RH. Hahahah! Then I and Dee practiced our news report, then the hollaback girls practiced their dance as some of us practiced our parts, then ate our dinner at around 12. Then we practiced again and decided on our choral speech. Then after those, some watched a movie("The Chainsaw Massacre", if i remember it right.) while some went to bed. There wasn't enough room, so we tried to fit in their sort of living room. I and Anna slept in a narrow hall or whatever you call that. Then those who watched the movie on the sala. We slept at around 4 and woke up at quarter to 7.
Then all of us went home to take a bath and go to school for practice again. at around 9:00 a.m., we defend our proposal. Unfortunately, we have to revise some part of it. At around 10:30, we, the models, *ehem ehem*, practiced our ramp. Actually partial practice it is. Then at quarter to 1:00pm, I, Bruce, Man, Denzy, Yen, Aivie, and Yam, got the social hall ready for the show. We put the curtains and made the catwalk. Wahahah! Then went home to eat and get our costumes. At 3:30pm, we started the show.
MOCK TV SHOW The Juniors/Batch 2003-2007 I. Introduction of the Hosts
II. Dance Number(Westderqs)
III. Commercial(Man)
IV. Choral Speech(The Energetic Juniors)
V. Commercial(Nia)
VI. News Report(Dee and Rash)
VII. Commercial(Anna)
VIII. Breaking News (Dee)
X. Dance Number (Hollaback Gurls)
XI. Drama (I forgot)
XII. Commercial (Khaiz)
XIII. Breaking News (Rash)
XIV. Commercial (Yam)
XV. Modelling (The Elegant-slash-Gorgeous Models)
XVI. Choral Song (The Energetic Juniors)
Again, Congratulations..
Hosts: Fatimah Jasmeen Alih and Bruce Rhick Estillote
Dancers(Westderqs): Denzy Rose Tangkusan, Ainahar Manulon, Bruce Rhick Estillote, Jayson Zacarias, and Nemark Jumawan
Choral Readers(The Energetic Juniors):
Boys: Abdurahman Abduraja, Ammar Aradais, Abdul-Aziz Eldani, Bruce Rhick Estillote, Rashidi Garcia, Jasper Rey Gumen, Al-Khaizer Ibrahim, Abduljamil Ishmael, Mujahid Jaji, Nemark Jumawan, Almahrum Malik, Alkhaber Palili, Stanley Salapuddin, Jeffrey Imer Salim, Ahmad Uzayr Werble, and Jayson Zacarias.
Girls: Fatimah Dianne Alih, Fatimah Jasmeen Alih, Tadzmahal Amilhamja, Nia Askalani, Anna-Winlyn Baridji, Mariam Fatima Calo, Tiffany Datu-Alih, Nurul-Ainie Eldani, Zjehada Nur Fernandez, Aivie Gambe, Aldeena Hajilan, Rodzna Jamma, Shana Ladja, Ainahar Manulon, Mardella Matba, Marjum Omar, Ruby-Ann Suhod, Denzy Rose Tangkusan, Ferdah Reeza Yusop, and Haifa Yusoph.
Commercial Models: Nia Askalani, Abdurahman Abduraja, Anna-Winlyn Baridji, Alkhaizer Ibrahim, and Mariam Fatima Calo.
News Casters: Aldeena Shara Hajilan and Rashidi Garcia (special thanks and congratulations to their guest, Ms. Jasmeen Alih)
Dancers(Hollaback Gurls): Shana Ladja, Haifa Yusoph, Aivie Gambe, Mariam Fatima Calo, Marjum Omar, and Tadzmahal Amilhamja.
Drama Artists(Silver Bracelet): Zjehada Nur Fernandez, Tadzmahal Amilhamja, Marjum Omar, Jayson Zacarias, Rodzna Jamma, ay basta marami yun! Congratz.. At dun sa mga naassign sa drama pero hindi natuloy ang "The World Is An Apple" na ikinabigo ni ma'am, Congratz din.
The Elegant-slash-Gorgeous Models:
Punk Attire - Haifa Yusoph and Anna-Winlyn Baridji.
Ragged Attire - Mariam Fatima Calo, Marjum Omar, Mujahid Jaji, and Abdul-Aziz Eldani.
Semi-Formal - Shana Ladja, Abdurahman Abduraja, Nia Askalani, and Alkhaizer Ibrahim.
Formal - Mardella Matba, Tadzmahal Amilhamja, and Rashidi Garcia.
The SONGERS:
Boys: Abdurahman Abduraja, Ammar Aradais, Abdul-Aziz Eldani, Bruce Rhick Estillote, Rashidi Garcia, Jasper Rey Gumen, Al-Khaizer Ibrahim, Abduljamil Ishmael, Mujahid Jaji, Nemark Jumawan, Almahrum Malik, Alkhaber Palili, Stanley Salapuddin, Jeffrey Imer Salim, Ahmad Uzayr Werble, and Jayson Zacarias.
Girls: Fatimah Dianne Alih, Fatimah Jasmeen Alih, Tadzmahal Amilhamja, Nia Askalani, Anna-Winlyn Baridji, Mariam Fatima Calo, Tiffany Datu-Alih, Nurul-Ainie Eldani, Zjehada Nur Fernandez, Aivie Gambe, Aldeena Hajilan, Rodzna Jamma, Shana Ladja, Ainahar Manulon, Mardella Matba, Marjum Omar, Ruby-Ann Suhod, Denzy Rose Tangkusan, Ferdah Reeza Yusop, and Haifa Yusoph.
And of course, although they cancelled their part, congratulations to Aivie Gambe the Declamator, and Zjehada Nur Fernandez the Orator. And again, the cancelled drama artists.
Thank you ma'am. I and Dee-Dee gained a special congratulation for our News Report. She told me that I was like one of the anchors in CNN. Thank You so much ma'am. We delivered well the report said Ma'am on Friday. And of course, yours truly was congratulated for modelling. Hahah. Yen said Ma'am was shocked when I burned the catwalk. Heheheh. All of the models were congratulated too.
The show would be A+ she said, but she expected "The World is An Apple". So she rated us A. But it's okay. :) Smile everyone! :) The said drama was supposed to be the Highlight of the show. But we decided to make Modelling the highlight. Successful! Hahahah..
Well congratulations Third Year!
Now, I'm trying to have some rest after a lot of pressure. Yet I still have the revision of our proposal in mind and the graduation thing. Ugghh!! I really have to borrow a uniform. Too late to ask for one. I'd only get to wear them once anyway. But I bought a sword. For "remembrance" 's sake. Hakhak
Sa lahat ng mga magreremoval exam, galingan niyo nalang. Andito kami para sa inyo. At yung last sleepover natin para sa academic year na to ha, next week. Wag niyong kalimutan. Ingats all.
Then all of us went home to take a bath and go to school for practice again. at around 9:00 a.m., we defend our proposal. Unfortunately, we have to revise some part of it. At around 10:30, we, the models, *ehem ehem*, practiced our ramp. Actually partial practice it is. Then at quarter to 1:00pm, I, Bruce, Man, Denzy, Yen, Aivie, and Yam, got the social hall ready for the show. We put the curtains and made the catwalk. Wahahah! Then went home to eat and get our costumes. At 3:30pm, we started the show.
II. Dance Number(Westderqs)
III. Commercial(Man)
IV. Choral Speech(The Energetic Juniors)
V. Commercial(Nia)
VI. News Report(Dee and Rash)
VII. Commercial(Anna)
VIII. Breaking News (Dee)
X. Dance Number (Hollaback Gurls)
XI. Drama (I forgot)
XII. Commercial (Khaiz)
XIII. Breaking News (Rash)
XIV. Commercial (Yam)
XV. Modelling (The Elegant-slash-Gorgeous Models)
XVI. Choral Song (The Energetic Juniors)
Again, Congratulations..
Hosts: Fatimah Jasmeen Alih and Bruce Rhick Estillote
Dancers(Westderqs): Denzy Rose Tangkusan, Ainahar Manulon, Bruce Rhick Estillote, Jayson Zacarias, and Nemark Jumawan
Choral Readers(The Energetic Juniors):
Boys: Abdurahman Abduraja, Ammar Aradais, Abdul-Aziz Eldani, Bruce Rhick Estillote, Rashidi Garcia, Jasper Rey Gumen, Al-Khaizer Ibrahim, Abduljamil Ishmael, Mujahid Jaji, Nemark Jumawan, Almahrum Malik, Alkhaber Palili, Stanley Salapuddin, Jeffrey Imer Salim, Ahmad Uzayr Werble, and Jayson Zacarias.
Girls: Fatimah Dianne Alih, Fatimah Jasmeen Alih, Tadzmahal Amilhamja, Nia Askalani, Anna-Winlyn Baridji, Mariam Fatima Calo, Tiffany Datu-Alih, Nurul-Ainie Eldani, Zjehada Nur Fernandez, Aivie Gambe, Aldeena Hajilan, Rodzna Jamma, Shana Ladja, Ainahar Manulon, Mardella Matba, Marjum Omar, Ruby-Ann Suhod, Denzy Rose Tangkusan, Ferdah Reeza Yusop, and Haifa Yusoph.
Commercial Models: Nia Askalani, Abdurahman Abduraja, Anna-Winlyn Baridji, Alkhaizer Ibrahim, and Mariam Fatima Calo.
News Casters: Aldeena Shara Hajilan and Rashidi Garcia (special thanks and congratulations to their guest, Ms. Jasmeen Alih)
Dancers(Hollaback Gurls): Shana Ladja, Haifa Yusoph, Aivie Gambe, Mariam Fatima Calo, Marjum Omar, and Tadzmahal Amilhamja.
Drama Artists(Silver Bracelet): Zjehada Nur Fernandez, Tadzmahal Amilhamja, Marjum Omar, Jayson Zacarias, Rodzna Jamma, ay basta marami yun! Congratz.. At dun sa mga naassign sa drama pero hindi natuloy ang "The World Is An Apple" na ikinabigo ni ma'am, Congratz din.
The Elegant-slash-Gorgeous Models:
Punk Attire - Haifa Yusoph and Anna-Winlyn Baridji.
Ragged Attire - Mariam Fatima Calo, Marjum Omar, Mujahid Jaji, and Abdul-Aziz Eldani.
Semi-Formal - Shana Ladja, Abdurahman Abduraja, Nia Askalani, and Alkhaizer Ibrahim.
Formal - Mardella Matba, Tadzmahal Amilhamja, and Rashidi Garcia.
The SONGERS:
Boys: Abdurahman Abduraja, Ammar Aradais, Abdul-Aziz Eldani, Bruce Rhick Estillote, Rashidi Garcia, Jasper Rey Gumen, Al-Khaizer Ibrahim, Abduljamil Ishmael, Mujahid Jaji, Nemark Jumawan, Almahrum Malik, Alkhaber Palili, Stanley Salapuddin, Jeffrey Imer Salim, Ahmad Uzayr Werble, and Jayson Zacarias.
Girls: Fatimah Dianne Alih, Fatimah Jasmeen Alih, Tadzmahal Amilhamja, Nia Askalani, Anna-Winlyn Baridji, Mariam Fatima Calo, Tiffany Datu-Alih, Nurul-Ainie Eldani, Zjehada Nur Fernandez, Aivie Gambe, Aldeena Hajilan, Rodzna Jamma, Shana Ladja, Ainahar Manulon, Mardella Matba, Marjum Omar, Ruby-Ann Suhod, Denzy Rose Tangkusan, Ferdah Reeza Yusop, and Haifa Yusoph.
And of course, although they cancelled their part, congratulations to Aivie Gambe the Declamator, and Zjehada Nur Fernandez the Orator. And again, the cancelled drama artists.
Thank you ma'am. I and Dee-Dee gained a special congratulation for our News Report. She told me that I was like one of the anchors in CNN. Thank You so much ma'am. We delivered well the report said Ma'am on Friday. And of course, yours truly was congratulated for modelling. Hahah. Yen said Ma'am was shocked when I burned the catwalk. Heheheh. All of the models were congratulated too.
The show would be A+ she said, but she expected "The World is An Apple". So she rated us A. But it's okay. :) Smile everyone! :) The said drama was supposed to be the Highlight of the show. But we decided to make Modelling the highlight. Successful! Hahahah..
Well congratulations Third Year!
Now, I'm trying to have some rest after a lot of pressure. Yet I still have the revision of our proposal in mind and the graduation thing. Ugghh!! I really have to borrow a uniform. Too late to ask for one. I'd only get to wear them once anyway. But I bought a sword. For "remembrance" 's sake. Hakhak
Sa lahat ng mga magreremoval exam, galingan niyo nalang. Andito kami para sa inyo. At yung last sleepover natin para sa academic year na to ha, next week. Wag niyong kalimutan. Ingats all.
o+ Tuesday, March 14, 2006 +o
"Boyfriend ko ba yan?
Ang gwapo naman ng Commandant nila!"
And there was Anna, making a new record. Wow! She said that during our practice. I didn't hear her, but our other classmates told me that she said that when they were raising their swords(i don't know the term to be used for that exercise. but you know what honor guards do, right?) as I and the colours passed(and you also know that colors walk below the sword thingy, right?) by them. She and some of our classmates were assigned to be honor guards. And I, my humble self *cough cough* is the colours commandant. No biggy. I'm not the batcom after all. The exercises were to be done during or before the graduates march. Lucky them, i have to shout and get tired for their graduation! *lol*
I mentioned that she made a new record earlier. Yes she did. She did in our love story. Yikeeeyy! She's the first girl to say those and make me feel really special all the time. Do you know that feeling when you can't do anything but just smile or even jump of gladness? She makes me feel that for almost all the time. Wuhooo! I'm so lucky. A heartthrob, inlove and happy with me. She's happy too, i guess. I just hope.
Uhhhh.. I'm so tired. So so so tired that i can't have enough enthusiasm to do our term paper in Filipino. Uggh!!
o+ Monday, March 13, 2006 +o
I have this funny story. Hahah! But I'm in question of telling it. I'm not sure if this is really funny. But whatever it is, let me tell you my dear bloggy what had happened on the 11th, 12th, and 13th of March. :P
11th March, 2006.
Well we had our exam on english grammar. It was a bit difficult. Sheeesh! I'm sure 2.5 or lower nanaman ako. :((
After the exam, we went to Yaem's house to watch a movie. But first, i accompanied the girls buy their flowers for their PEHM or PHEM it is. I was the one to accompany them since I think I'm the only one among the boys who doesn't have a motorcycle yet. Or maybe 'tis too exagg. Let's just say that I'm the only one who isn't permitted yet to drive. Huhuh.. :((
We were going to watch only One Missed Call 1. Since we have the whole day to distress, we borrowed another CD. I forgot the title since I failed to watch the movie. :((
Around 3:00 pm, I and Ajay went home to get my book and at the same time buy some Pancit and bread for our snacks. Beach side inn's pancit's sooooooper sarap that we ran out of it. HAhah. Super kabitin. Then after mirienda, I and Anna had some special time together. HAhah.. I sent her home around 7:00pm. Then i walked home from their house since it's just two blocks away. :) Then i slept soundly.
12th March, 2006.
I woke up at about 8:00am and took a bath at 9:00 as i can remember. I ate my breakfast, made my written report, watched tv, then surfed the net until 2pm. Then I ate lunch. And then again, surfed the net. At about 3pm, i tried to sleep but i cant. So i just took a rest as i listened to my media player. Then at about 5pm, i watched Phil of the Future. Then Suite Life of Zack and Cody. As i were to finish the show, someone knocked on our gate suuuuuuper loud, as if they were attacking me. When my aunt opened the gate, I saw Bruce, Denzy, Jaz and crying Yaem. HAhahah! They asked me if I want to help them plan our mock tv show and have an overnight at Yaem again. I asked for permission, and thank God, was permitted. Then we went to Denzy's to eat dinner, and then to Yaem's. But believe it or not, we didn't have the mock tv show planned. Instead, I helped them encode their written reports and again, ate. Hahah! My second round. Then I and Bruce talked about our labidubs. HAhahah! Then we went to Room 101(Oh, incase you aren't my classmate, Room 101 is one of the rooms in Yaem's pension house or something. Basta. Whatever you call that. It's like a hotel, only smaller.). We were supposed to stay there cuz it's really big with 4 beds. Hahah. Then we layed there, talked about anything and everything. Laughed, Laughed, and Laughed. At about 2:00am, I invited Ivy to go to the kitchen to eat since I was hungry. Again. HAhah. Third round. She made me coffee although i wanted to drink hot chocolate. :( Well they don't want me to get sleepy. Then she accompanied me until i finished eating. Then we watched TV, too bad there wasn't any good channel to watch. We looked for CDs or DVDs but unfortunately, we found none. So we went again to Yaem's room to finish typing the report. But Yaem was using the computer so we left her there then I, Bruce, Maman, Jaz, Ivy, and Denzy stayed in Room 101 and laughed to death. HAhah! Super saya that we slept at around 4am. But we had to wake up at 5:30 to go home, bathe, eat, to be ready for school. Hahah! Oh, spare me! The above happenings were supposed to be put in 13th March, 2006. Sorry.
13th March, 2006.
I was the first to come to school among the cooperative. The exams were over so we didn't have our flag ceremony. I went home for lunch and went back at about 2:00pm cuz i had to print my report. When I came, I managed to pass the report. And after that, we practiced our choral speech for the mock tv show. After, I and DeeDee planned our News Program or Show. Then, at about 3, the Honor guards for the graduation ceremony practiced. I didn't belong since I went home earlier when sir was appointing those who belong to the guards. Then I and my bishprin, stayed upside and planned to Cut Classes. When we were supposed to sneak out, Van Damme(Akhmadez) and Kharlo, two seniors, called me and told me that I will be the one commanding the colours. The colours, those who bring two flags and two guns before the marching of the graduates and the national antheme. Wahhh!! And I'm the one to command them. Uh huh! Sooooo difficult. My neck went dry. :((
But for childishness' sake, i thought that I'm the Colours' commander, and for that, I must assign them names! HAhah.
Jeffrey, the one who brings the gun is Yellow.
Aziz(aka Empoy), the one who brings the other gun is Orange.
Nemark, the one who brings the school flag is Purple.
Jayson, the one who brings the flag of the Philippines, is Pink.
And as for myself, I am blue. Or black. Whichever of the two. Hahah. Well i love color blue. :P
And now, my throat is killing me! Waaaaahh!
Well at least, I wont get tired of raising the sword like the honor guards. HAhah. Anna is one of the honor guards. :P
But for pit's sake, I still have no uniform. I hope someone can borrow me. I just hope. Hope. Hope. :((
11th March, 2006.
Well we had our exam on english grammar. It was a bit difficult. Sheeesh! I'm sure 2.5 or lower nanaman ako. :((
After the exam, we went to Yaem's house to watch a movie. But first, i accompanied the girls buy their flowers for their PEHM or PHEM it is. I was the one to accompany them since I think I'm the only one among the boys who doesn't have a motorcycle yet. Or maybe 'tis too exagg. Let's just say that I'm the only one who isn't permitted yet to drive. Huhuh.. :((
We were going to watch only One Missed Call 1. Since we have the whole day to distress, we borrowed another CD. I forgot the title since I failed to watch the movie. :((
Around 3:00 pm, I and Ajay went home to get my book and at the same time buy some Pancit and bread for our snacks. Beach side inn's pancit's sooooooper sarap that we ran out of it. HAhah. Super kabitin. Then after mirienda, I and Anna had some special time together. HAhah.. I sent her home around 7:00pm. Then i walked home from their house since it's just two blocks away. :) Then i slept soundly.
12th March, 2006.
I woke up at about 8:00am and took a bath at 9:00 as i can remember. I ate my breakfast, made my written report, watched tv, then surfed the net until 2pm. Then I ate lunch. And then again, surfed the net. At about 3pm, i tried to sleep but i cant. So i just took a rest as i listened to my media player. Then at about 5pm, i watched Phil of the Future. Then Suite Life of Zack and Cody. As i were to finish the show, someone knocked on our gate suuuuuuper loud, as if they were attacking me. When my aunt opened the gate, I saw Bruce, Denzy, Jaz and crying Yaem. HAhahah! They asked me if I want to help them plan our mock tv show and have an overnight at Yaem again. I asked for permission, and thank God, was permitted. Then we went to Denzy's to eat dinner, and then to Yaem's. But believe it or not, we didn't have the mock tv show planned. Instead, I helped them encode their written reports and again, ate. Hahah! My second round. Then I and Bruce talked about our labidubs. HAhahah! Then we went to Room 101(Oh, incase you aren't my classmate, Room 101 is one of the rooms in Yaem's pension house or something. Basta. Whatever you call that. It's like a hotel, only smaller.). We were supposed to stay there cuz it's really big with 4 beds. Hahah. Then we layed there, talked about anything and everything. Laughed, Laughed, and Laughed. At about 2:00am, I invited Ivy to go to the kitchen to eat since I was hungry. Again. HAhah. Third round. She made me coffee although i wanted to drink hot chocolate. :( Well they don't want me to get sleepy. Then she accompanied me until i finished eating. Then we watched TV, too bad there wasn't any good channel to watch. We looked for CDs or DVDs but unfortunately, we found none. So we went again to Yaem's room to finish typing the report. But Yaem was using the computer so we left her there then I, Bruce, Maman, Jaz, Ivy, and Denzy stayed in Room 101 and laughed to death. HAhah! Super saya that we slept at around 4am. But we had to wake up at 5:30 to go home, bathe, eat, to be ready for school. Hahah! Oh, spare me! The above happenings were supposed to be put in 13th March, 2006. Sorry.
13th March, 2006.
I was the first to come to school among the cooperative. The exams were over so we didn't have our flag ceremony. I went home for lunch and went back at about 2:00pm cuz i had to print my report. When I came, I managed to pass the report. And after that, we practiced our choral speech for the mock tv show. After, I and DeeDee planned our News Program or Show. Then, at about 3, the Honor guards for the graduation ceremony practiced. I didn't belong since I went home earlier when sir was appointing those who belong to the guards. Then I and my bishprin, stayed upside and planned to Cut Classes. When we were supposed to sneak out, Van Damme(Akhmadez) and Kharlo, two seniors, called me and told me that I will be the one commanding the colours. The colours, those who bring two flags and two guns before the marching of the graduates and the national antheme. Wahhh!! And I'm the one to command them. Uh huh! Sooooo difficult. My neck went dry. :((
But for childishness' sake, i thought that I'm the Colours' commander, and for that, I must assign them names! HAhah.
Jeffrey, the one who brings the gun is Yellow.
Aziz(aka Empoy), the one who brings the other gun is Orange.
Nemark, the one who brings the school flag is Purple.
Jayson, the one who brings the flag of the Philippines, is Pink.
And as for myself, I am blue. Or black. Whichever of the two. Hahah. Well i love color blue. :P
And now, my throat is killing me! Waaaaahh!
Well at least, I wont get tired of raising the sword like the honor guards. HAhah. Anna is one of the honor guards. :P
But for pit's sake, I still have no uniform. I hope someone can borrow me. I just hope. Hope. Hope. :((
o+ Friday, March 10, 2006 +o
So what should i write about?
I have written a lot of prose in my notes for my blog. But i don't know what's within me. It shouldn't be because I did super lots of things. It's just that...I don't know. I suddenly became too lazy to blog. Well, I guess, I'd go back to blogging again for our exam's over. Just a number of projects to finish and I'd be free from pressure.
I have written a lot of prose in my notes for my blog. But i don't know what's within me. It shouldn't be because I did super lots of things. It's just that...I don't know. I suddenly became too lazy to blog. Well, I guess, I'd go back to blogging again for our exam's over. Just a number of projects to finish and I'd be free from pressure.
- Filipino term paper
- English literature report
- Physics written report
- Thesis defense
- Soc.Sci. written report
- English literature mock tv show
We have to practice for the show. We're supposed to perform that on thursday, 16th of march. Uggghhhh! Well I don't have to worry much. I only have few parts on the show: news casting, choral speech, interpretative dance. And do spare me if i forgot a thing.
The academic year's almost over. It was just like a few months ago when I went to school as a freshman. The fleet of time's super invisible. I can't believe that in less than a year, I'd be marching and receiving my high school diploma. How I wish that fate can give our class some time to recollect the mirthy things we've done when we were in sophomore. I really really miss those bonding moments. It's now a year when our united batch/clan/family was divided into three. How i wish that we'd be able to realize all our faults and be willing to start again and let all our young souls be jubilant as they were way back sophomore. Yet i know, in some way or another, nothing would be the same. Since some of us really had deep hurts with each others' words. And that, is what time has to heal. No words can ease the pain and none can put up back the pieces of the puzzle of trust.
But I hope the healing won't be long. We have to cherish the remaining time left. Not when we're already seniors. For i know, the KuKluxKlan Family won't be complete next year. Some will be kicked-out. And, of course, like Denzy and Jasmeen--they have to go to America this August for that AFS program. Uggghhh.. God, please waken up the hearts of my classmates. Let us be happy with each others' company. Let us learn to trust each other again. Please don't let us realize our mistakes when we're already on stage, singing our graduation song. Please let us realize all of those as soon as now.
o+ Thursday, February 09, 2006 +o
ang song namen sa js. wahahah
Sometimes I wonder how I'd ever make it through
Through this world without having you, I just wouldn't have a clue
'Cos sometimes it seems like this world's closing in on me
And there's no way of breaking free, and then I see you reach for me
Sometimes I wanna give up, I wanna give in, I wanna quit the fight
And then I see you baby, and everything's alright, everything's alright
When I see you smile, I can face the world, oh oh, you know I can do anything
When I see you smile, I see a ray of light, oh oh
I see it shining right thru the rain
When I see you smile, baby when I see you smile at me
Baby there's nothing in this world that could ever do
What a touch of your hand can do, it's like nothing that I ever knew
And when the rain is falling, I don't feel it, 'cos you're here with me now
And one look at you baby, is all I'll ever need, it's all I'll ever need
When I see you smile, I can face the world, oh oh, you know I can do anything
When I see you smile, I see a ray of light, oh oh
I see it shining right thru the rain
When I see you smile, baby, baby when I see you smile at me
Sometimes I wanna give up, I wanna give in, I wanna quit the fight
Then one look at you baby, and everything's alright, everything's alright
So right
(Instrumental break)
When I see you smile, I can face the world, oh oh, you know I can do anything
When I see you smile, I see a ray of light, oh oh
I see it shining right thru the rain, yeah
When I see you smile, I can face the world, oh oh, you know I can do anything
When I see you smile, oh yeah, baby when I see you smile, smile at me
Pero eto ang choice ng class nameng mga juniors.
When you wake up each mornin'
and you feel like callin'
I'll be there for you
When the road seems uncertain
And you can't stop the hurtin'
I'll be there for you
When there's no one beside you
I'll be there to guide you
Catch you each time you fall
When the stars won't shine anymore
I'll be there....
When the world is unkind
And your dreams they need more time
I'll be there for you
If the rules they keep breakin'
And the future is fadin'
I'll be there for you
The rainbow will end in the palm of your hand
Don't ever let it go
When the stars won't shine anymore
I'll be there....
Who knows where we'll go
What will tomorrow bring
When we have each other
Just hold on tight
We can touch the skies and fly......
I'll be there for you....
The rainbow will end in the palm of your hand
Don't ever let it go
When the stars won't shine anymore
I'll be there....
I'll be there....
kaso ayaw ata ni mam. huhuh un gs2 nia eh.
Sometimes I wonder how I'd ever make it through
Through this world without having you, I just wouldn't have a clue
'Cos sometimes it seems like this world's closing in on me
And there's no way of breaking free, and then I see you reach for me
Sometimes I wanna give up, I wanna give in, I wanna quit the fight
And then I see you baby, and everything's alright, everything's alright
When I see you smile, I can face the world, oh oh, you know I can do anything
When I see you smile, I see a ray of light, oh oh
I see it shining right thru the rain
When I see you smile, baby when I see you smile at me
Baby there's nothing in this world that could ever do
What a touch of your hand can do, it's like nothing that I ever knew
And when the rain is falling, I don't feel it, 'cos you're here with me now
And one look at you baby, is all I'll ever need, it's all I'll ever need
When I see you smile, I can face the world, oh oh, you know I can do anything
When I see you smile, I see a ray of light, oh oh
I see it shining right thru the rain
When I see you smile, baby, baby when I see you smile at me
Sometimes I wanna give up, I wanna give in, I wanna quit the fight
Then one look at you baby, and everything's alright, everything's alright
So right
(Instrumental break)
When I see you smile, I can face the world, oh oh, you know I can do anything
When I see you smile, I see a ray of light, oh oh
I see it shining right thru the rain, yeah
When I see you smile, I can face the world, oh oh, you know I can do anything
When I see you smile, oh yeah, baby when I see you smile, smile at me
Pero eto ang choice ng class nameng mga juniors.
When you wake up each mornin'
and you feel like callin'
I'll be there for you
When the road seems uncertain
And you can't stop the hurtin'
I'll be there for you
When there's no one beside you
I'll be there to guide you
Catch you each time you fall
When the stars won't shine anymore
I'll be there....
When the world is unkind
And your dreams they need more time
I'll be there for you
If the rules they keep breakin'
And the future is fadin'
I'll be there for you
The rainbow will end in the palm of your hand
Don't ever let it go
When the stars won't shine anymore
I'll be there....
Who knows where we'll go
What will tomorrow bring
When we have each other
Just hold on tight
We can touch the skies and fly......
I'll be there for you....
The rainbow will end in the palm of your hand
Don't ever let it go
When the stars won't shine anymore
I'll be there....
I'll be there....
kaso ayaw ata ni mam. huhuh un gs2 nia eh.
o+ Sunday, January 15, 2006 +o
Miss you sis.. Sorry and thank you for everything.. I'd surely miss and shall never forget the sharings we had.. I'd always cherish them for the rest of my life.. tgccirc.
PS: Remember that kuya's always here. Just a text away if you have problems..